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fatty_gone_mad @ 2007-01-26T18:24:00

2007-01-26T23:28:35Z

You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you're forced to fight it out

You fall away from your past
But it's following you

You left something undone, it's now your rerun
It's the one you can't erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn't have to fight
To put a smile back on your face

You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away

Something I've done that I can't outrun
Maybe you should wait maybe you should run
But there's something you've said that can't be undone

And you fall away from your past
But It's following you

You fall away
It's following you

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-12-24T12:34:00

2006-12-24T16:34:06Z

Sooo, my amazing boyfriend got me a bass guitar for Christmas. I love him more than words can say. He's so perfect for me <3

Wow...

2006-12-18T22:22:19Z

I really haven't written in here in quite some time. I forgot about it to be completely honest. So much has changed lately, I don't even know where to begin. My life has been twisted and turned in every possible direction and I really am a new person. I'm still with Danny. Being with him has honestly kept my life together. I've come close to falling apart so many times, but somehow even thinking of him just pulls me back.
My best friend, Aly, will be in town soon for Christmas. I can't wait to see her. Ever since she moved to Ohio it seems that everything just isn't the same. I get lonely like I never have before and I know it's because I don't spend every waking hour with her. We used to be so inseprable.
It's weird how much things can change. I've grown up so much even since the last time I wrote anything in here.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-07-24T02:19:00

2006-07-24T06:09:36Z

Danny.
7/23/06 <3

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-05-11T19:47:00

2006-05-11T23:39:18Z

I'm done with this stupid thing, no one even reads it anymore.
LIFE IS AMAZING!

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-04-09T15:13:00

2006-04-09T19:06:38Z

Uh huh. Uh huh. Uh huh.
3 day week.
AMAZINGGG! <3
Life rocks.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-03-26T12:06:00

2006-03-26T17:02:59Z

these are the only things that are real

friendship

Sisters

Their love, its unconditional

HOME

Good news. I am happier than ever before.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-03-07T19:50:00

2006-03-08T00:42:57Z

God MUST hate me.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-02-25T15:29:00

2006-02-25T20:22:21Z

i LOVE him

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-02-12T13:29:00

2006-02-12T18:22:25Z

BYE BYE LIVEJOURNAL!

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-02-06T20:41:00

2006-02-07T01:34:52Z

Most interesting weekend ever
Most interesting phone conversation ever
Made me happy, but it was random.
That's all
School still sucks.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-02-04T18:56:00

2006-02-04T23:49:43Z

Lets see what's been going on.
School.. is .. stupid. I hate it a lot. Oh well i dont care
i have nothing to say right now

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-01-15T10:28:00

2006-01-15T15:22:12Z

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-01-12T21:33:00

2006-01-13T02:26:55Z

there's nothing i can say that will get through to you.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-01-08T13:41:00

2006-01-08T18:35:16Z

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

fatty_gone_mad @ 2006-01-01T18:01:00

2006-01-01T22:56:04Z

Happy new year you guys!! What did you do last night for the dropping of the ball? Haha.

New school tomorrow! im nervous!
<3

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-12-29T20:43:00

2005-12-30T01:37:20Z

today is happy

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-12-24T15:57:00

2005-12-24T20:51:37Z

Happy holidays everyone.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-12-20T20:41:00

2005-12-21T01:35:35Z

justin's gay
new boy
again

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-12-01T15:52:00

2005-12-01T20:53:37Z

So since today is December first that means I have like.. 14 days left of school before break. And then I start at a new school! Yay no more shitty dunedin high! I'm so excited. Anyways, yeah.. hahah life is pretty good right now. cant complain. i miss my dad though.. he left. thanksgiving is always hilarious with my family. haha

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-11-20T18:04:00

2005-11-20T23:06:39Z

Well my daddy comes home tomorrow for like 5 days. And tonight I am going to Aly's house (maybe) depending on how late she plans on staying out to see her brothers. Yeah, im listening to a good song right now too. Oh and I might be able to go to Pennsylvania over Christmas break if Leanne's family says its okay for me to stay with them again. If they say yes, I will be so greatful!! They mean the world to me and so does everyone up there. That would be the best Christmas present of my life.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-11-10T18:50:00

2005-11-10T23:51:33Z

Orientation for my new job got moved to next thursday which is good because I have been SOO sick its like.. rediculous. Uhm.. I get blood work done either tomorrow or sometime next week. We got Brighthouse back today. The internet is so much faster. Which rocks. Uhhhh. Yeah that's all.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-11-08T19:05:00

2005-11-09T00:06:10Z

Back for a while. A lot has been going on since i last updated. I MEAN A LOT. like.. life altering stuff. crazy stuff. im surprised everything is turning out to be okay beause for a while i was really worried. idk.. but yeah.. livejournal is impossible to live without so here i am.

fatty_gone_mad @ 2005-10-10T17:12:00

2005-10-10T21:13:41Z

Im done with livejournal for a while. To reach me.. contact my myspace. www.myspace.com/letgooofalover

im really sick

2005-09-28T11:28:46Z

So.. I am REALLY sick. Today I am missing my second day of school in a row. And like a dumbass I swam at a meet last night and now I feel 80 times worse. I hate being sick. I have never been THIS sick before. Every muscle in my body hurts because I am so weak as it is, and swimming last night was just pushing buttons that shouldn't be pushed. I have another swim meet tonight against the only other team in our district that is undefeated.. and I can't swim. My mom won't let me. It kind of sucks.
But AFI is on tv so i must go.
bye bye